Toxic Love

Ask me to nourish you with passion till eternity
In mortal terms
And beyond immortality
Allow me to pave your pavement
With riches of roses from robust estates
Merciful to your fragile tread
Accept the ample services
Of a humble slave at your door
Begging for your forgiveness
Please; reign the jewel-studded peacock throne
Of this extravagant heart
And be its sole queen

But don’t ask me to leave I beg you
This decision is not mine to take
The oath was made by destiny
You are my everything
And I can’t stop
Loving you

Sufferings of one lifetime surpassed eternity
And suspended my mortal being for years
Leaving nothing for immortality
Your thorns bled the sole of my essence
Detouring my path through a whirlwind
Into a lost continent cursed with drought
Where your ample services seized
All what I have and swapped my identity
To that of a beggar at your door
Estranged in your lavish palaces
Sad and empty in
Solitary confinement

Set me free I beg you
One mistake cost me a lifetime
And contrived my destiny
I’m left with nothing
And your love is


12 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. mishari
    Sep 15, 2006 @ 20:22:00


    great post

    and converting the real life


  2. NewMe
    Sep 16, 2006 @ 10:24:00

    WoooooW, i am inspired thank you sweet AyyA… you are the best 😉

    here i am..
    as i come to your doorstep asking for forgiveness..
    for all what my kind caused you..
    for all the pains..
    and all the sorrows..
    should you give me one last chance??
    i will be what you always wanted!!

    once very long ago..
    i gave you my life..
    my body..
    my soul
    i gave you everything a girl could ever give..
    till i had nothing to give no more..
    looked around,,
    found a dagger, a rose
    and a note said you’re gone..

    time has passed..
    your kind tried helping..
    yet my heart was insecure..
    i burnt the rose..
    gave the note to everyone
    dare to propose..
    but kept the dagger..
    for i knew,,
    you’ll be back..

    wanna watch me decompose?!


  3. AyyA
    Sep 16, 2006 @ 17:02:00

    Thanks Mishari, and btw; this was based on a true story.

    Hey that was great, I’m so happy to be the source of inspiration to others as others are to me at time, not all though, you are one of those.
    Keep up the good work, no matter what agonies we go through, poetry always soothes and compensates. Bravo


  4. phoenix
    Sep 16, 2006 @ 17:32:00

    The sweetest thing I ever read.

    You couldn’t have put it in any better way!


  5. Jewaira
    Sep 17, 2006 @ 18:51:00

    Revise the link on your new blog address in the entry above.

    You have a double h


    it should be http


  6. AyyA
    Sep 17, 2006 @ 19:04:00

    Thanx sweetie

    Lady J


  7. The Expert
    Sep 19, 2006 @ 12:43:00

    Hi Ayya;

    This comments is related to the subject (Talag Ba2in) posted at Sundy,17 september:

    I agree with you we should declare the Talag Ba2in against those selfish ignorant people and looking for the shiny side of the life.

    Listen to David G Kelly what he says to his wife:

    A gentle word like a spark of light,
    Illuminates my soulAnd as each sound goes deeper,
    It’s YOU that makes me whole

    There is no corner, no dark place,
    YOUR LOVE cannot fill
    And if the world starts causing waves,
    It’s your devotion that makes them still

    And yes you always speak to me,
    In sweet honesty and truth
    Your caring heart keeps out the rain,
    YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof

    So thank you my Love for being there,
    For supporting me, my life
    I’ll do the same for you, you know,
    My Beautiful, Darling Wife.


  8. AyyA
    Sep 19, 2006 @ 17:25:00

    The Expert
    I left a comment on your blog and I re-submit it here
    “Oh that was really sweet, thanks Expert, and where have you been, I missed you “
    Any way; my new place is The Ultimate please click on it and you can leave your comments there, thanks dear


  9. AyyA
    Sep 19, 2006 @ 17:27:00

    Looks like the link above is not working
    Click This


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  11. صلعم
    Aug 27, 2007 @ 07:20:00

    Wow, nice but too complex for me to understand I guess. Or maybe I understand but in my simple terms: he is bothering her being a whimp, she is playing games with him for the whimp he is. I hope I understood right lol.

    Cheers AyyA!


  12. AyyA
    Sep 27, 2007 @ 10:54:00

    Not exactly LOL, I guess if you read the title it will explain. This is a one-sided love affair. He’s insisting to keep his lover although he doesn’t know how to treat her well, she’s not in love with him and wants her freedom. 😀


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