Sameera / the struggle of a single woman “X"

A continuation :

What a disappointment!

He looked so beautiful stooping to read her cards. His baby green eyes amidst a golden face mesmerized her brains; she did not hear most of what he said, because her mind was somewhere else. She fantasized herself into his arms; lips touching lips. What did she care about her future when this wit and beauty was right there in front of her? Isn’t that what she wanted all her life? Her thoughts were nothing that could escape Alberto’s alert senses though. His voice lowered a tad and its tone eased every time he looked into her eyes and read her desires. At times he even stopped talking, scratched his head looking for the right word that kept escaping his memory. It was hard for him to concentrate on his cards while this beauty was giving him signals that he couldn’t resist. At other times their faces got so close that she thought she actually felt his warm breath through trembling lips. But the Dog; although was hushed down by Alberto several times, she did not stop growling at Sameera and bringing her back to reality every time the lovers got closer than what her animalistic senses permited.

It was in one of those sedating moments when Sameera felt like something very sensual was about to happen, she sensed his desires in her veins. As if the whole room shrunk to where the two lips were about to meet. And may be she even got closer to him than what the beast allowed, because something provoked her to ignore her master’s threatening orders and jump determinedly on Sameera. And she did not stop her attack until Alberto carried her to the bedroom and locked her in. But that didn’t stop the B!@(* from barking the rest of the night.

When he came back he apologized to Sameera and marveled at the animal’s unusual aggressiveness that night, and how could animals be so jealous. That was not very comforting for Sameera; if his dog felt such jealousy, how would his girlfriend feel then? She imagined herself in a cat’s fight with his girlfriend, and that mixed her excitement to be with Alberto with a bitter tang. Now she was completely turned off.

To change the mood, Alberto suggested that they watch a half hour documentary about energy and the mind; he started the DVD and seated himself on the floor close to where she crossed her legs, leaning his back to the sofa where she sat. His neck from her view on top looked very tempting. He just looked perfect. And pretending to watch the documentary her mind debated whether to slip herself beside him or just “ti7terim nafisha” and stay where she was. Well, it did not take her very long to decide. She slid down and sat very close to where he was; both hands in her lap. Not much happened. Alberto was like a guru who wanted to enlighten her with the power of mind and the supernatural occurrences in the world. Nevertheless, the eye contact resumed intermittently.

Now she suddenly got the urge to touch his neck, and still debated whether she should place her arm on the sofa behind him or not, and yes, you guessed it, she did.
But what an experience that was; whenever he jerked his head to the back laughing, his soft neck touched the skin of her inner arm. It gave her those goose-bumps that come only with a long awaited excitement. She was dying to get a touch or a kiss from him, and it almost happened, at one time his face got so close that she could smell the distinctive scent of his flesh, but the documentary finished and Alberto rose to take the DVD out.

And as if something suddenly downed his mood, Alberto checked his watch and got very nervous and started blabbering about being late and having to get up for an early meeting and so on. Sameera felt as if someone had slapped her on the face, she got this pungent feeling in her guts; it was the feeling of suddenly realizing that she was not welcome. She grabbed her bag and excused herself out, and by the door Alberto placed two friendly kisses on her cheeks and that was it. But as she took few steps away from the door, she turned around and faced Alberto looking him in the eye. And before she could open her mouth, he shook his head to sides saying” I didn’t invite Waleed, he just dropped by”, she nodded as if in agreement and trotted to her car.

“How could this happen to me? What is he made of? I know he desires me, I saw it in his eyes, I felt it with my skin. Then why is he acting like a moron, I only wanted a kiss, a sweet reassuring hug, what an idiot, such a handsome, delicious mother !#(ing idiot, damn him, how much I hate him”….. And so on; she did not stop cussing and shouting until she reached the parking lot of her house.

To be continued

9 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Shopaholic Q8eya
    Dec 20, 2005 @ 18:54:00

    Aha, That’s why Waleed was there. Thanks Ruby ;*

    It’s great although I was waiting for the kiss ;P


  2. MissCosmoKuwait
    Dec 20, 2005 @ 20:54:00

    hmm..I hate that when you don’t know what’s running in the guy’s mind…I don’t blame her for cussing him out…let’s hope he’s secretly in love with her but had important obligations that made him have to leave..:)


  3. Elegance
    Dec 20, 2005 @ 23:20:00

    Guys are weired, who can understand them? I don’t think they understand what’s going on in their own minds.


  4. Wardat_il'7leej
    Dec 21, 2005 @ 11:39:00

    If he doesn’t take up on my signals then I don’t bother doing anything again. I guess it’s a sense of pride from my side and has always worked where he comes back running 🙂


  5. bora bora
    Dec 21, 2005 @ 11:57:00

    A documentary ?!
    ohwa wain o ihya wain LOL

    I’ve always found necks tempting 😉


  6. AyyA
    Dec 22, 2005 @ 10:18:00

    I had to inject that somewhere 😉
    And yes, I was waiting for the kiss too, but life has funny ways sometimes.

    Or may be he was feeling guilty because that was the apartment he shared with his girlfriend?

    Weird is a lame word to describe men, have you noticed how much they try to win you and when you loosen up, they act like morons. Ok may be not all guys, but at least the ones I’ve met were like that.

    This never happened to me personally, but it happened to someone I know. But I swear if ever a thing like this happens to me, I definitely would ex that person.

    Bora bora
    I love necks, my temptation is to bite the back of the neck, I know, you might think I’m a weirdo. I do that with babies as well 🙂


  7. Jelly Belly
    Dec 22, 2005 @ 21:18:00

    Don’t laugh at me but while I was reading the post I was singing the song from the Little Mermaid

    Sha la la la la la
    Don’t be scared
    You got the mood prepared
    Go on and kiss the girl

    but damn it he didn’t kiss the girl 😦


  8. AyyA
    Dec 24, 2005 @ 11:03:00

    LOL, that was funny


  9. Jewaira
    Dec 24, 2005 @ 22:16:00

    Lol JellyBelly that was funny!
    Ee wallah kiss the girl! Ayya this was both frustrating and funny. Loved it 🙂


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